Truth is, i've never really felt normal. Not in a sad way, it's not like I ever felt isolated. Just different, like I couldn't be explained.
What i'm realizing is, i'm right. I cant be explained. But what bothers me is the idea that I dont know or understand myself. I can handle other people not getting me. I'm not afraid of being strange. But never knowing why I am the way I am or how deep my abilities go… that would kill me.
You probably dont understand what i'm talking about or why im starting this blog but that doesnt matter. If anyone ever reads this it will become more clear with every post. or at least thats the hope. I want that clarity.
